Whatever

sticking to a routine is really hard when you feel like shit - kind of sucks that ive had 2 out of 3 weeks this month soured, either by the flu or by people.

today felt a bit listless. i worked on the same task ive been working on for the last week, then i finally put my zmk config into my tools repo so i can change my keymap. i put a game layer on without home row mods, but as soon as i tried booting up cyberpunk, it crashed within ten minutes of gameplay. i have tested playing at 1440p and it doesnt crash, but that fucking sucks - i just want some time to play my games on the monitor i bought to play them.

its been a while since life has felt this shit. i hate that people think they can walk all over me and i hate that im helpless to do anything about it. i really hope ill be looking back at this one day and laughing about how short sighted i was, but im definitely not feeling that way now. im just writing this to clear the daily blog, honestly. see you tomorrow